Takut

"Semua daulah yang zalim, untuk meneruskan kuasa, akan menakut-nakutkan warganya. Ini adalah teknik dan strategi yang digunapakai oleh semua pemerintah. Raja, emperor, ratu, presiden atau perdana menteri, semua menggunakan 'takut' sebagai alat. Warganegara yang takut akan menjadi bodoh. Warga yang bodoh tidak berani bersuara. Warga yang takut dan bodoh amat senang untuk ditambat dan dijadikan kuli batak." - Hishamuddin Rais





kid:
"tak usah main air lama sangat, ada hantu kat paip air tu..."
teen:
"org lain pegi belajar jauh2, duduk kat rumah tak boleh belajar.. ketinggalan"
" semua perempuan sekarang nak duit, takde duit dia tinggal je.."
adult:
"kalau beli, nanti kena tangkap dgn polis, kena check air kencing, duduk dalam lokap semalaman, nak kena jamin, nak kena panggil itu ini. tak leh belajar."
"jangan pergi, nanti rosak tengah jalan kena panggil on-tow. RM500.. nak repair lagi. nak tukar itu ini.."






p/s - these were for 22 years.. and now i'm glad left for my own best. never try to stop me.

bangga

kadang-kadang kita terlalu bangga dengan pencapaian anak kita tapi kita terlupa bahawa anak kita terpaksa tanggung malu dengan rasa bangga kita bila pencapaian anak tidak mencapai tahap yang membanggakan..




"Ikhlas itu ibarat semut hitam yang berjalan di atas batu yang hitam pada malam yang gelap"..

La Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana.

thought

if you want to see me success, i don't want to see myself fail.

if you fail me, i will not success.




just shut up, and i'll tell what to do.












p/s - because you are only know what you knew.

Mistake

i've been taught not to put lies to anyone of us..








so, don't lie to me...
biggest mistake if do so..

Beautiful Doa

Oh God, we ask You by every name You have.
By every name that You given by Yourself.
and every name You have sent us in Your Book.
and by every name You have thought to your creation.
and any by name no one knows except for You.
To attach Glorious Arabic Quran to our hearts.
and make it radiate in our chests.
and have it end our sadness and make it take away our stess..

Oh God You alone know the weight of mountains.
and You alone can graps the dimension of the ocean.
and You alone know the number of raindrops.
and You alone know the number of leaves.
and You alone know the numbar of nights and number through time.

Oh Lord, of the universe..



Fahd Al-Kanderi

The Day

i'm sorry my friends.. tomorrow is the day... i'm sorry i'm not joining you all..

i've been selfish to be a good in all classes.
i've been selfish to be one of those leaders.
i've been selfish to dedicate in friendship with all my colleague.
i've been selfish to get close with educators.
i've been selfish to improve my personality.
i've been selfish to be independent in thoughts.
i've been selfish to ease and comfort in daily life..




i've been selfish for myself, to be a better person.



i'm helpless,
i've been controlled recklessly.
i can't be myself.

all understandings been abused with 'shallows' and 'afraid'...



'they' will never know... even now.





i'm sorry my friends.i wish i'm there. together.